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ha ha wait you already forced tonight..

12:16 PM

oops

i want to know enough before carrying on

Have you looked at any of the guides

yes

I remember when I first started, I read them ALL

I read a huge thing about it

they are worthless

12:16 PM

they all conflict with one another

12:16 PM

set me back a solid month

Most of them say the same general thing

I would personally recommend Kiah's guide, if you were to read another.

The specifics differ though

Another bout of opinion, but one thing I think you should know before starting is that tulpamancy is not "magic". A lot of guides act like if you force for X hours you start hearing a voice out of nowhere, but tulpamancy is a lot more subtle and slow to pick up than that. It starts with a small seed of doubt for some of your thoughts, and it grows from there, it isn't a sudden alien presence (for most people).

Its an INCREDIBLY subjective experience

12:18 PM

don't bother following a guide straight on

12:18 PM

you already have the general information needed

okay I'll read Kiahs

Also, there are some who think that tulpamancy is literally magic, you can check out the metaphysics channel to see those sorts mulling about/get their opinions. I mean magic in the more figurative sense of "super easy and sudden" than what they are talking about.

https://community.tulpa.info/thread-general-kiahdaj-s-absolute-guide-to-tulpas (edited)

12:19 PM

If you had trouble finding it.

yeah I have it thanks

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another thing though

12:19 PM

during meditation

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do any of you have problems with keeping your eyes shut

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or needing to swallow

No.

I do

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and I can't stop it

in the sense of "you are now manually breathing?"

yeah

Are you talking about forcing or meditating?

meditating

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but also forcing

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both

I do get a bit of that when I go about trying to meditate

like in the tulpa meditating thing

12:21 PM

when you have to go into the trance

12:21 PM

i have to constantly focus to keep my eyes shut

Oh, I see. I never had that issue, but if I did, I would simply try to refocus and let go of that, until it was a habit to just allow it to happen naturally. (edited)

I personally don't think meditation and tulpamancy are beneficial for one another beyond the ability to keep a mind free of music when you are trying to active force.

Open eyed meditation is fine

when my eyes open I instantly want to close them again but then when they're closed I can't keep them closed

Do you drink coffee or anything?

this is why I cant achieve lucidity through the lying still method

12:22 PM

no

12:22 PM

nothing

I can kind of see what you're talking about, when i'm awake my eyes tend to want to be "open" and when I am tired they want to be closed

12:23 PM

I think you just have to get used to keeping them shut, maybe?

yeah but it's really hard

12:23 PM

it's like they naturally drift open

tape them closed

12:24 PM

or do it under a blanket

12:25 PM

or something

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or do it when you are less awake

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I have the opposite issue, I fall asleep often

with that you just need to stare into the back of your eyelids

12:25 PM

like look at them like a wall

I was going to say a blindfold or something could help (edited)

could do

Just practice it and if you mess up try again

before I go. is there a way to use the Alpha eye-bo properly?

Not particularly.

5:57 AM

I believe the iontended use is to sit in front of it with your eyes closed for the entire duration, or to sleep with it on loop.

https://tulpanetwork.com/network/1/eye-bo-the-ocular-fitness-program!/ This may help.

Oooh.

Ah. Yes.

I tgought i had to stare at it xD

5:58 AM

Ill try sleeping with the sound on loop

6:00 AM

I hope to push past my ADHD and lack of focus and make it second nature to visualise things such as talana, like how it was when I was younger. With everything that has happened in my life, i've all bust lost it.

6:02 AM

theta seems to be something I should use instead of Alpha. it seems.

I suggest finding a calm core inside yourself.

Aside from when Im worried about work, Im usually pretty calm.

6:04 AM

calm isnt the issue really its just difficulty focusing on something That isnt a solid object I can see.

How strange this eyebo thing. I've heard about it before.

at least..

6:04 AM

I feel calm. lol

6:05 AM

like Ive done meditations before for like an hour or so and felt no different than when I started

I feel when people lose mental abilities, there's always a lack of calm somewhere.

Oh Christ I forgot about eyebo. Does Fede still maintain that stuff

yeah. I suppose

6:05 AM

I dont have a stable life. a LOT of pressure and burdens on my shoulders and. Im trying very hard to get out of a decrepid situation.

6:06 AM

been like that for years.

Fede left the community.

6:06 AM

It's old news.

6:06 AM

Wanna hear the story?

On the upside though Im finally recovering from some past traumas enough to feel confident and move away from Retail. I want to go into massage therapy lol

6:07 AM

sure I suppose while I download this thing

6:07 AM

going to classes in october.

6:07 AM

hopefully this is the career that can get me one more step away from homelessness lol

6:07 AM

I have a lot of baggage on my chest. and i guess thats one thing thats getting in the way

6:08 AM

its not something easily remedied either.

6:08 AM

Took me 7 years to go from crippling, agonizing depression to wanting to step out of my comfort zone to better my life.

Well, fed went a little crazy. He tried to brainwash himself into a fantasy world he actually believed with fictional parents and fictional friends and fictional life. And it half worked. He lost his shit and fled the community in shame.

wow

6:09 AM

thats... interesting.

6:10 AM

So Should I listen to this overnight as Im sleeping? or do I need to do this while Im awake

6:10 AM

Helping with Anxiety would be a big plus.

I am the wrong person to ask about the binaural stuff.

Whoa what is this Fede stuff